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deep down
Posted:Feb 25, 2020 6:05 pm
Last Updated:Feb 26, 2020 9:06 pm
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I wish I had someone who loved me
or
I wish I wasnt
exposed to "cruel treatment" & not missed out ~ I wish I actually knew what it was like to have
emotional security
like trust & that masculine to imput some ladies are blessed to have in life ~
honestly i do hate myself as much as I post
i love myself

deep down ~ im like I can see the insecurity ~ pretty ugly visible ~

people like the idea of me yet cant handle the reality ~
"all I really want is some comfort &
hugs big cock & loyalty ~ but
due to my physical appearance ~ i cant expect that i have to be greatful if a man even pushes me infront of a truck ~ he signs of love right ~ felt like a touch to me

when people ask what am I greatful for ~

all I can say Im greatful for looking after myself ~
buying & living & making it to being the woman I am today

its just sad ~
insecurities ~

im 42 now & I still sit alone & cry ~ amazing ~ i call it face hydration

i just need a man in my life to match the woman i am today ~ my creativity is here ~
my creativity makes my home look lovely & my style look great

my queendom look enchanting & my love feel real

im 42 there is a possibility i could live until im 84 ~ January the 1st 2020 was day 1

today is day 57 2020 ~ Michonne alone uk
it happens there is always A first day & always a day 57 after the 1st day ~

its horrible knowing knowing the make up of who I am today & the kind moments were so short compared to the horrible moments ~ & that hurts ~ more tears less laughter ~

its sad i dont go out & & the few times id go out ~ was ~ short lived but positive ~ then someone mashed the fuck out of my car so im ~ carless for now ~ so mylife my start to 2020 back online i was going to make an effort to go to Stone Henge ~ if i get a car soon all is possible ~ fingers crossed ~

i stay away from people its sickening knowing that I personally do not qualify ~its too embarrassing for me ~ looking like that orangutan going up the escalators ~ all alone & shit ~ {funny} embrace the monkey thoughts ~ like a boss ~

ahwell ~ i have pretty clothes so many ~ enough to wear something amazing & lovely everyday of the year ~ x look spectacular for no reason other than ~ ahh yeah ~

I say things like ~ what kurt cobain must have said at times ~ " I just said it"

at the same time
I remember once when i called for help ~ the ambulance crew ~ ill never do that again ~ I just remember his words as he was looking around my home & i just remember his words talking about my shrines ~ all dedicated to whom I love my inner good if live on more day & the other paramedic ~ pulling me saying ~ nope she cant look after herself ~ { gosh }

~ I do sit here at night & I think ~ maybe my lust of life & love is at work & maybe our paths have not crossed yet ~ hold on for one more day








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I think
Posted:Feb 24, 2020 6:17 pm
Last Updated:Feb 25, 2020 4:51 pm
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May name is

Insecure

I don't have sexy moments

Its like

I'm in denial





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My night in & boxing
Posted:Feb 23, 2020 3:10 am
Last Updated:Feb 27, 2020 12:29 pm
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Well

I did get tired fell asleep

Like a Nerd Milf Princess









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Miss Behave
Posted:Feb 21, 2020 5:01 am
Last Updated:Feb 23, 2020 5:56 am
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Lady Brexarella
Lady Maiden of the Uk
Lady Vader
Lady Honsoloette
Ms Michonne

da Crone with her Throne





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milfarella
Posted:Feb 19, 2020 4:00 pm
Last Updated:Feb 20, 2020 10:23 pm
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i stop playing music at midnight
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not sure now
Posted:Feb 19, 2020 10:54 am
Last Updated:Feb 21, 2020 4:48 am
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"sometimes I do ask myself ~ is the Gym a place where people go if they cant afford Liposuction & a tummy tuck ~ x~ after listening Jason Fox ~ life is nicer doing things his way ~ now I feel like James Brown ~ "eYe feel nice like & spice" "I feel Good" yeah
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Watching
Posted:Feb 18, 2020 12:26 pm
Last Updated:Feb 19, 2020 4:15 am
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the boxing this saturday night ~ i wish i had a man

so i can dress up like the ladies do in the sudiance ~ you see them with their partners in dresses

i dont qualify for such treats i stan in a pretend im having a night out whilst watching it on High definition

this was the dress i wore the night Wilder & Fury had their first match ~

i may wear it again

my night in dress I wish i had a man impress



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hold me
Posted:Feb 18, 2020 11:55 am
Last Updated:Feb 18, 2020 6:16 pm
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in your arms pls & never let go

I apologies for being born poor & ugly
honest
in the last of my life

id like think i have been committed being a better woman lady person alive today in 2020 the best century in human herstory ~









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i spent the whole
Posted:Feb 18, 2020 10:29 am
Last Updated:Feb 18, 2020 12:30 pm
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day looking for a new car online ~
some one broke into my car smashed it up & the insurance ~ paid
for it ~ really cool ~ hi5
now I have to spend my life now trying to find a new car ~

i really detest bad people thieves & those who do harm to others & their property the inconvenience they cause is unfair ~ especially for me

& the sad thing is ~

im on a fuck it budget ~

i have been driving for how many ~ I actually do not know how get around using public transport & worse stilll

GERMS & CITY PEOPLE

this thief who destroyed my car has no idea how much of a bother they are society

life with no husband give hug & assist in finding myself my new MilfMobile {assist not assist} help pick what is right for ~

the irony ~

my black face ~ so embarewssed ~ if i ask for help people think im asking for ~ irony fuck off ~
im asking for man knowledge ~ tell the things i dont know ~
all i know is ~ if its automatic i need it ~ does go forward has it got mirrors & will it pass the MOdaPhuckT ~

MY LIFE IS HORRIBLE ~
DEAR WORLD IF I SEEM MACHANICALLY TECHNICALLY OVER QUALIFIED ~
its because im self taughtingly am overqualifed ~ I just need a man with a big enough cock to fuck over the bonnet & show how big his shadow is at Sunset when the moon is about rise ~

you can scratch my back if you waNT ~ NEVER HAD NOONE NOT ONE MAN TOUCH MY BACK TO SAY ~ YOU OK GIRLLY YOU GOOD ~

YEAH ~ I SUPPOSE

missing out is missing out when your aged LADY BLACKFACE INDEPENDENT UK UGLY ~

yeah i know ~

my hair ~ its real

its a shame you men let the fake black woman fool you into thinking they are the lovely woman~

heartbreaking ~

thank go for the Walking Dead Rick & Michonne

God Save the Queen

imagine

lord the irony

im that tree in the city forest that noone see's just grows ~ unnoticed in the uk~

I wish this man was my lover ~ give me some hard sex & allow me to forget about my day


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I admit
Posted:Feb 15, 2020 1:21 pm
Last Updated:Feb 15, 2020 11:07 pm
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I'm aware I'm not the best & I'd like to be Good enough
And a woman who is ok
Being just a woman
Like
Don't expect me to be pop star I'm a Milf star

I'm happy to be 42 year Great woman who is alive and able
To
Have red lips and sparkle eyes
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In real life
Posted:Feb 14, 2020 12:08 pm
Last Updated:Feb 15, 2020 10:10 am
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I'm SnUggly

In real life
I'm meticulously vein

In real life
I'm mystical

In real life
I'm knowledgeable (try to hide my brain)

In real life
I'm needy not greedy

In real life
I'm trusting too trusting infact socially deprived
I have social poverty (social interaction depravity)

In real life
I'm vulnerabl**e

In real life
I'm aware of my hair

In real life
I don't want any man I dream off to feel like Prince Harry

Imagine loosing everything for Love ....

The fate the Fate the Fate the Fate

Don't love me
Don't tell anyone you admire woman from another realm
Don't let people see you be kind to me

In real life....I do not wish for any Knight in Great Phallic Modern Armour
To loose anything as a result off
Falling in Love with the

Forbidden Vaginas of Earth

I'm so comfortable I don't dress up anymore

I sit with no knickers on and I'm Like an abundant nerd Milf
With no man to acknowledge
My
Home comforts
Long socks
Milf skills (wood craft)
Creative living styles and innovations
I'm 42 now

I literally spent my whole life searching
For trust lust attention

I have to acknowledge
My Good
My Great
My Bad
My Sad
My wings (fairy wings not chicken wings)

Well

No-one is taking me out tonight
I must be SnUggly

I'm saving you men

I don't want people to be horrible to you as a result of
Being kind to me

From the other side of the looking glass

Just know

I'll always love you
Today tomorrow and next week Next century next lifetime

Hail Greatness

My candle holders look like my ideal situation






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Emotional
Posted:Feb 13, 2020 1:19 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2020 4:08 pm
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Sui-cide

"Fly infront of Cupids arrow"



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Full moon
Posted:Feb 8, 2020 5:23 pm
Last Updated:Feb 10, 2020 10:10 am
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x xx Hail Greatness blessed be sacred Light
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